Wednesday, January 23, 2008

hit and run

I don't consider myself to be a good friend. Yes I'll help you if I can depending on what it is, who you are, where you're at, where I'm at and well pretty much like I said, what you need. BUT if I need help you have better be there and help me with what I need. Why? Because I hate being dependant on anyone that is not my immediate family so I will probably never ask for help. I'm too proud and stubborn to do that. Which brings me to another close subject.
If in fact you are ignoring me, blowing me off, bailing on me or any combination of the above please tell me so that I am not playing the guessing game with you. Please. I'm the type of person that would rather you call me or text me and say "Hey I really don't feel like hanging out with you tonight" or "Hey do me a favor and fuck off" because I much rather hear that then not hear from you for a month. Not only do I feel like an idiot for actually making plans or keeping my hopes up but now you have wasted my time sitting around guessing if you are still alive.
Seriously just be straight up, no guessing games.
Oh and one other thing. Guys always say that girls are complicated which OK they can be, BUT guys are so much more complex. True Story. If they could just tell girls how they feel instead of having them run around like idiots in fairyland while you sit there and have no feelings whatsoever for this person. This would make things so much easier. Kind of like that book, "Hes Just Not That Into You," yeah just tell us how you feel or don't feel.

ex. Yes, I really enjoy spending time with you... unless I find something better to do.

blahhhhhhhhhhhh

well on a lighter note. I watched Cloverfield tonight. I was hesitant at first to watch it but my friend said the ending was "wack" (that was the only way he could describe it) and with that description I totally had to watch it. To my surprise I really liked it! I hate not knowing what exactly the creature was or where it came from but I liked the movie overall. The one and only thing that I was kind of weird about was the part how Manhattan was destroyed and all the dust in the air and stuff like that. It made me think of the images from 9/11 when dust clouds filled the streets and people were running from it and dodging into stores and anything that was open.
oh yeah the story line was cheesy but they always are.
goodnight

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